As previously mentioned, Scott has been out of town during the week training with his new job. That alone has been interesting and challenging(at times) but mostly just taken some adjusting(thank goodness I have the worlds best
bossDAD, because my work schedule has been a tad off) but we have managed to get by and survive. BUT.... Now throw my parents going out of town for 2 weeks on top of no husband during the week and me still having my own schedule to attend too and let's just say I thought I was going to go NUTS. All my babysitters gone? Really people, do you not know what this does to me? I work, my siblings work, all my cheer girls have school and honestly I just didn't know what I was going to do without not only my husband but now my parents too. That means Teags is at daycare 4 days a week, although she loves it (thankfully)but add being dropped off at 6AM into that, not seeing Daddy for 4 days or Amama for 2 weeks and I simply didn't know how I was going to get by.
Questions and concerns quickly start running through my head:
What if she is a terror?
What if she gets super sick?
What if she just doesn't adjust and has an emotional breakdown?
Or i do?
Thankfully, Teagan has proved me wrong, and 85% of the time she has listened and behaved which has made it much easier for me and her(and my head of hair). She has had her meltdown moments, or asked 100 questions, but time has flown by!!! YAY, we survived having my mom gone and now we are on the final stretch of Scott being away too. With my schedule being crazy busy the next few weeks, I have no doubt that it will go by even faster then before. Pure happiness to me!
You see, there may be times where we, my adoring husband and I, drive each other crazy, but he is my best friend who I cannot wait to spend evenings with; to sit in silence, watch TV, talk about our days, and just sit back and watch Teagan and just laugh. It doesn't matter what we do, if anything at all, but having him home puts me at ease. When he is gone and I am home "alone" (hypothetically speaking of course) I find myself often "hearing noises" which means I create scenarios in my head like
For example:
"What would you do if someone broke in right now?" and then I start planning my plan of attack on how I am going to be major
superwomom and save the day(or night). My action plan is a little intense and I think my blood pressure rises just thinking about it and my anxiety level goes through the roof. So for anyone reading this, don't ever plan a surprise visit to my house when I am home alone because you may not like the outcome.